Friday marks the official ending of OIP Hubei 2013. It was a day of mixed feeling, felt happy that we're finally done with the module as well as the interview , and felt sad that it marks the end of our official meet-ups. I could still remember Day 0 of OIP trip so badly . Atieqah , Jonathan and I went to the airport to stay overnight , and we're like a nuisance there, singing out loud in public , doing all sort of crazy stuff , and when the rest finally arrive at 5.30am , we're all excited and hyped up to go on the trip! boarded the plane @ 8am reach the hotel at approx 1-2am the next day , due to some flight delay. HAHA, it was fun on the way to the hotel though , Ohana was singing and talking throughout the whole night and we only slept for 30 minutes . Can't believe it's been a month since we return . I'm really grateful that we bonded more and I knew more people better , and oh yea, ohana have expanded ( hafeez and daniel ). Words can't express how much I miss the trip so .. yea... pictures will do just fine .

 My Bestman and Claire's Bridesmaid :)

 

 Such a coincidence that the Ohana guys wore blue and the girls wore white , Fated or what ? guess we're really telepathic :'D

OIP HUBEI 2013 group , not full strength though :(

FUCK YES . Ngee Ann having NP50 holiday , but I thought they had it once already? Hmm . Anyway , two more days till school reopens , and yes , I'm in a different class again x.c . Almost all the Ohana are in the same class , I'm so sad la .. Sigh. What to do . Hah.. On a brighter note , I have Wani , Saleha in the same class ah .YEA , I got break buddy!  Missing China and everything so much now .

 

It's kinda funny how people of different personality can come together and foster a bond so strong love'em 

 

and the exco's :)

You know sometimes where you just have this " I'm sad but I don't know why feeling? " I'm kinds having it now . I'm not that emo kind of person but I just tend to overthink once in a blue moon , which would end up with me being real sad , like down to the bottom of fucking Mount Everest . I know I don't trust people that much , therefore sometimes I feel real bad when people put their complete trust in me , but I just couldn't find the courage to put my trust I'm them .am I just too weak or too broken to do so? I always ask myself if friends or what last but I would often give up thinking about it , and just try to hold on to whatever I have now . There're certain people whom I would never ever want to lose , ever . But then again , it's only my feeling , my thought . I hate that sometimes , just sometimes , I feel like I'm dispensable , low importance.  Even though I might not be . Fuck insecurities . Focus on the present , focus on the present .. Focus .. Smoke it away 

Never thought I would meet those awesome crazy people in my Poly life , but well , I'm glad we found each other .Ohanaaa, my banana ..

Went for OIP trip with them and Damnn! It was crazy, late night movies , snuggling under the blankets , laughing at the stupid things we did and watching movies till the wee hour before finally falling asleep on one another. Breakfast, lunch , dinner , we're practically doing everything together . :')  HAHAH , I miss all that. It was indeed a well spent 18 days with you guys .